So this boy is making it really hard for me to get over him!
As anyone following me knows (I understand this is very few. lol but thanks to those out there!) I've been really into this guy for awhile know. Unfortunately however he is graduating in t-minus 13 days. This is honestly breaking me heart! I've known for sometime this is going no where. Not just because he's graduating, but because I'm from RI and he's from NY
However I've been trying to get over him for awhile know and he is making it amazingly impossible! Lately we've been spending more time together, keep in mind not alone, however we've definitely had our time. And every hello/goodbye leads with a kiss.
And today at dinner he came up and snuggled up next to me and then placed the sweetest kiss on my cheek leaving me breathless. However have no fear I kept my composure in front of everyone. lol
So why must he make this so difficult for me. I've tried my hardest to focus on his negative qualities, and I'm not saying he's without his flaws, but I can't seem to find one that would honestly keep me from dating him; and I am know to make up excuses until I'm blue in the face. It's not that I don't want a boyfriend, I DO! I'm just so afraid of being hurt that I tried to avoid it at all costs, leaving me alone. But for the first time I've found someone I think is worth the risk.
But then again maybe that's why I like him so much, he's so perfectly unattainable. Who knows.
But here's my question...have you ever been so smitten over a guy and how did it turn out? If it didn't how did you get over it, cause I need to know! =)
xx.
