Lost In Love.

So I've come to a very sad realization while I was eating lunch today.

As you may know (if you actually read my blog) I've been crushing on this boy Andrew for a couple of months now. I fully realized nothing was ever gonna happen because I'm a freshman and he's a senior. It's not the age difference, but rather the fact that he's graduating in 3 weeks and then moving back home, or at least won't be at school anymore.

But like I said I knew this from the get go, however what I realized today was that he's still talking to the girl he was dating for awhile, while I doubt they're getting back together or anything, I just realize he's still not over her if he cares enough to fight.

Also today I realized that there are really only 2 weeks left at school, since I have an april vacation, and I probably will not see him at all during exam week.

It's really sad to realize something you've secretly been hoping for will never happen. I knew all the little things he said to me weren't life changing, but somewhere deep inside I wanted to believe he liked me a little bit more then just friends.

Foolish, childish wishing I'm well aware. It just hurts to finally accept. =(

I hope you all out there are having a much better time with love then me.

xx.

To Anyone Listening.

I'm a psychology major and the other day while reading post secrets I came across one that fit me to a T.

  

Everyday as I sit through class I find myself diagnosing my friends with a multitude of different diseases; bipolar disorder, depression, you name it, they've got it. I want to observe there every move, examine the way they do things to see if I can figure them out.

I think that may be one of the major reasons why I wanted to become a psych major, I want to know why people do the things they do. Why men cheat on there wives, why some people are popular and others aren't, why some girls always have a boy friend and others never.

I'm so interested in people and the way the mind works. I'm currently working on next years schedule and I'm taking Adolescent Psychology, since abnormal psych didn't fit in my schedule. Oh well, maybe next year.

So are there any other psych majors out there reading? And are you studying your friends and family too?

xx.